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2011-10-11T16:11:00.007+08:00

So... Major events that happened so far is... over the weekend, my aunt (only 24 have a status of aunt, how sad) tie the knot. A successful event. Of course, like any other weddings our relatives had, my cousins and I were the kendarats. Didn't do much work since there were so many helping hands. We welcomed a new member in KSKS. Another wedlock in the next 2 weeks. So 2 members. If you are wondering, it stands for Kesatuan Sinaran Keluarga Sueb. Sueb is my grandfather's father.

I have a very close knit family. Well, maternal only. I am grateful to Allah for the bond we have. I mean common on, do you know your grandfather's sisters and brothers? Not to mention their child and grandkids. We all do. Except for some that is trying to make themselves close. I remembered the time when we created a family tree and the whiteboard was too small as our family is huge.

What's more we have tons of activities together. Recently, we had a family chalet at Fairy point chalet 1. We always has this event once every 2 years. Games, food, bbq, kebaya aerobics(for the old), tazkirah, perjumpaan hari raya, doa selamat, anniversary, birthdays and many more for 3 straight days.

I was about to overnight there till I saw the creepy eerie toilet. Makes me think twice entering... like it is worth it? But I had to do it eventually because there were so many colourful drinks and food. If I had a car, I would go to the trouble to pee at Changi Village instead. No kidding.

Okay so... here are some of the pictures of the events.

Cik Icha's wedding photos courtesy from Afiqah.

And here are the pictures during the chalet...

Here is a dedication to my mum. She will be away for pilgrimage very soon. A month. If you readers feel very murah hati, please sedekahkan du'a/al-fatihah for her safe trip to and fro. Very much appreciated. That's the least pahala you can do for yourself too.

Till then!

2011-09-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

Initially, I thought of getting a job. I did apply. Malang tidak berbau, I didn't get a callback for only god knows the reason why. I did receive numerous calls from recruitment agencies. For now, I've been out. Mostly. I should just waive the idea of getting extra cash and enjoy my holidays before the second semester starts.

Speaking of school, I'm very satisfied with results. That grade C is still clinging on my back though. I'm trying my best to get rid of it. It has always come from CDs. My fault for not giving it more consideration since it is not a law subject. All you need is to take it right. But it does play a huge part on pulling my gpa down.

What else I should pour out... Maybe next time (this time not in a year. Since I'm a free person now, this blog shall be my daily(?) diary). My favourite show is starting! Till you read again yet another not interesting post, take care.

A thought...

2011-08-20T23:50:00.005+08:00

I'm here to talk about what I see for myself today. It is a reminder for me firstly and hopefully no one feels like it is a personal attack. As many of people do during this holy sacred month of Ramadhan is to be a better person. Though I feel it is like only for this month. What about the other month? Yes Ramadhan is bulan hamba. What about the month before this; bulan Allah? I don't know. I'm curious what's going on in people's mind.

The thing about many people(myself included) is failing to identify themselves as a muslim. Yes your birth certificate and any other official documents indicates your religion; muslim, but are we all muslim in the eyes of Allah? Are we going to end our life as muslim? We fail to understand the meaning of being a muslim. This is inclusive of myself. We don't feel the nikmat of being a born muslim because we take advantage of it.

Don't you feel sad for people who is worshipping other things besides Allah? Or even the people still searching for the right religion when we are automatically Islam from birth. That's the nikmat. I'm not being you know, arrogant or telling you stuff that you already know.

Imagine the five pillars of Islam (5 perkara). Without any of this strong five pillars (maybe excluding Hajj since it is only for the one with means; wealth and health), the 'claim' that we are muslim no longer stands. Simply because we don't have the means to make our claim valid. Just as a building which needs 4 pillars to stand strong. Without any one of those pillars (or metaphorically, missing any one of its important foundation in Islam), the building will collapse!

What use are all these liking facebook page of Allah, posting things about Islam, cakap tapi tak serupa buat when your building can't even stand? A muslim is a muslim because they do what muslim is commanded to do by Allah. I sometimes even don't understand when a muslim woman wears the hijab to mosque and I guess only for this month and when someone dies. Further elaborating that Insyallah they will one day wear permanently.

Menutup aurat adalah salah satu perintah Allah. You ditch that only command of Allah simply because you are not ready. What crap. But you can say that you do this you do that, but missing one or ignoring one of his order makes you declare yourself a muslim? Shame on you then. HE can ignore you when you plead for help.

I've been through a lot with this friend of mine. I'm not close to her anymore because I just feel its right to do so. Its threatening. Having seen her have the wrong perspective of Islam is just so sad. I did correct her but a thick skull won't absorb that easily. She is a muslim. When a Chinese friend of mine enquired about why I wore the hijab and not her, I wasn't the one answering. It was her. I don't mind if the answer is right, but it was straight up wrong.

And again I encounter similar question few months ago. Her answer was it was not compulsory. Since when there is a sunat for menutup aurat? Well of course I corrected her and explain. She argued. And my answer is simple, if it is not compulsory or for the one that is ready for marriage or forever not ready until you have a freaking ring on your finger, then you are worshipping the wrong God.

This is a reminder for myself especially. Life is short. The world is going to end sooner or later. Small signs and big signs of it have emerge. I have my own flaws; difficulty to complete 5 waktu if I come home late from school. I will definitely feel uneasy if I try to skip one because of lazyness. What are you waiting for? Don't say you have to wait for hidayah from Allah. Maybe it wasn't meant to be for you at all. You have to make the first move. Trust me, ganjarannya besar. Ikhlas usually is the question. Ikhlas hidup ikhlas lah buat perintah ye.

One thing that is always on my mind is God consciousness. You know Allah is everywhere. If you are cautious of Allah being there with you all the time (which He is), you won't Insyallah do stupid silly wrong things. Ever. Something I've picked up in Cordova. And if you want to berdakwah (menyampaikan sesuatu), the best thing is to be a good muslim first.

With this understanding, we need to self-reflect and question if we have successfully lived up to the criterion that Allah has presented to us in the Qur'an. Lastly, we must make a change in ourselves to be true, successful muslims.

InsyaAllah, Amin.

2011-04-30T22:18:00.007+08:00

I'm not really busy. I make myself busy. I can update this blog of mine everyday but I chose not to. Reason being, I'm not keen to share a lot of my daily life. And maybe just a little flagging.

I shall share the most amazing time of my life that took place recently(exactly a month ago). It is one of the major things that happened to me while I was still alive. The golden opportunity to travel to UK for a study trip. I would highly recommend to people out there to visit UK. It is just wonderful. The historical buildings, monuments, museums, theaters, food and ultimately shopping.

It is to die for especially Primark. It sells very low-priced apparels, accessories, shoes and everything you can think of in that 2 level shop. The items sold are not the normal bazaar or bugis street quality. It was more of a New Look quality but messier because people were going nuts since the normal price in SG or any other shop in UK was twice. I felt remorse. I should have spent more there. That was the only Primark we saw through out the 10 days.

Not forgetting the musical theater we watched after having our dinner at Nandos. It was 'Wicked!Musical'. They did a cover of Defying Gravity which was also covered by the Glee Cast. Well, undeniably they did a better job than Glee. Their acting and singing skills are stupendous. American Idol or any Idol just got washed down the drain.

However, it was not all fun and amusement through out. We did visits to universities namely Southampton, Bristol, Leceister and Warwick. Attending lectures, having discussions, tour around campus and much more. We also visited the Royal Courts of Justice, Tower of London, Warwick Castle, Shakespeare's hometown, National History Museum, Buckingham Palace(where we saw the happening of the change of guard) and law firm; Hogan Lovells.

I tremendously enjoyed the Warwick Castle. It has a breathtaking view from the top of the castle. And they showed case the medieval time. The flight of stairs up to the top was just ridiculous... ly tiring. It was a spiral staircase. So we went up and up and up. By the time you reach the top, you wish you had an inhaler. And when it's time to finally go down, they put us in a hell lot of trouble. We went up from one tower and down to another tower. And when you thought you've reached the ground, you were only half way down to walk another path to another tower to go up and down again. No wonder the people during medieval time were skin-and-bone and not horizontally wide. But the moral of the story is to take the warning sign seriously and not just laugh at it.

I had a great time there. The cold weather is awesome which is certainly colder than the 16 degrees air-conditioner temperature. I'm gratified that whatever that I bought as sourveniers for my family and friends were appreciated and they loved it. I'm ecstatic too since I got myself what I wanted. FYI, everyday was shopping day. There are a lot to share. I would like to visit the Great Britain again. And maybe catch a glimpse of the Windsor family i.e the Queen and the Princes(esp. Prince Harry) and Princesses. Like real. For more of this, you can 'like' the page; TP Law UK Study Trip 2011 and it will take you to more pictures and the blog that we have created as a group.

Guess I'm done blogging. Hear me in a year(?).

2010-10-13T23:50:00.004+08:00

I can't wait for my online order to arrive. This time I ordered with Aqilah. I was expecting discounts but it only applies for more than 10 apparels. Still purchase since the apparels are pretty and cheap.

I can't stand this long holiday. It makes me sluggish.

Saturday was 4E1's picnic. A simple and small gathering. Walked near the contaminated sea. It was low-tide so, the sight wasn't pleasant. Luckily, it didn't reek of dead fish since all that's left are non-biodegradable materials. At night, we had bowling. I never did better in it. I broke my nail and my favorite shoe's accessory.

Sunday was a family outing/visit to M'sia. Visited 2 houses and Tesco. Shopped. On the way home, the driver played few movies. And no doubt, he is bothersome for screaming into the mike when suspend of a horror movie was building up. Grateful that he send each and everyone home safely.

Friday, Aqilah and I went out. Met her at Somerset 313 where I had my lunch and also visit Just Buns. We then headed to Tangs and Wheelock Place to purchase her things and to Paragon for my stuffs. Bused down to Bugis Street and shopped again. Bugis Junction for Chewy Junior box of 9 and back to Pasir Ris where we settled the transfer of money. We shall have yogurt day out soon since I didn't get one.

I will normally respond since there are lots of questions to be answered. I wouldn't this time. It's like fighting fire with fire. It will never resolved and gets bigger each time we deliberate. If we are meant to be friends, we will be. 10 months of ignoring to each other doesn't show a good sign. Sacrificing for the sake of it, I don't think both party wants. If we are not meant to be together as good friends, I accept what had been arranged by God which I did months ago. It really shows how genuine this friendship is to each one of us and clearly it's not crystal clear. I respect your decision(which seem to be a joy in your life) and I hope you do too to us. We wish you nothing but the best. Again Peace.

2010-10-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

Results released. I wasn't pleased with it. Average student. I blame myself for not doing well in mid-sem test. On the contrary, I'm happy that I didn't fail any.

Hari Raya is nothing be overjoyed. Dime a dozen you can say. I was conserving camera battery all the while as I lost the charger which was found earlier this week. First week was a complete turn off. Few houses, study for Legal paper. Open house was last Saturday. Monday was 4e1's jalan raya. Well, you can consider every weekend taken up.

Last Friday, I went to my former colleague's open house. Aqilah ditched me last minute): So, I bought my little brother along. I wanted to gave it a miss but I already promised Cik Shima and Nad. I wasn't familiar with the place. Her house is between Lavender and Bugis. And she even mentioned 'passing through the old malay cemetery'. Goosebumps. Food was great and went back with Nad and Marina. It was great to finally meet them and reminisce the past when we showed attitude to old cranky aunty Heok. She still doesn't want to resign after numeral complains of medical health. Aunty, your grave's calling so rest.

Job hunting is officially over. I didn't find one. Recruit express did call but there's no reply. I should just paint the town this month. Cik Shima offered me my last employment at a different venue, Raffles. F.I.S.H at 313 is also hiring malay crews. F&B again. Will see about it.

Look, I'm burned out by this cold fight. I don't want World War 3 please. Whatever you think that happened, it was due to people asking. They know, we couldn't afford to hide. We answered as far as one can see. Why? Because we have nothing to hide. Truth to be told, I don't know why this happened. Call me stupid, I'm fence sitting. I guess from people's mouth you do know. Well, when where how specifically again. I want to end this. No, not the conflict but the friendship and be just schoolmates. I'm in Diploma Pengajian Islam and I know that 'memutuskan silaturahim' is a sin and so does not talking for more than 3 days. Well looky here, a year! So please I don't want my sins to be heavier than pahala and I'm sure you don't want too. I don't need apology. I need reason. If you don't know, then hallelujah! This fight is a waste. And fyi, this is not asking for apology(oh wait I didn't say sorry. I wouldn't want to cause it's not sincere.) but... actually, I don't know. This fight is getting old like the wrinkles on Mr Lee KY's face and I don't want to hear fitnah or be a hypocrite or a two-face or even the fire starter. Come on, how old are we again. I don't want to fight till grave. There I said it. If you need to clear some steam(which you will after reading), please feel free to dial and I'll be up for service. Peace.

Cheese Fries.

2010-09-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

I have not start studying for legal system methods!!
So much to memorize and understand.
2 days time. Why Monday whyyy. It's hari raya stupid tp.

2010-08-27T20:29:00.007+08:00

I'm at home for 5 consecutive days already. I don't feel the need to go out since I liquidated my account online on clothes. I should do this more often. This way, I won't have to tour around SG in search for what I like. I'm fussy. Very. My mum is burned up by my fussy-ness of choosing clothes for Hari Raya. I've yet to find one for my first day. There are two more alternatives; Arab Street or JB(urgh).

Anyhow, I just gave my brother(feels very disgusted to say this) a piece of my mind. That boy need someone to knock the shit out of him. He have been way to rude to everyone especially me. He thinks that he is a boy, takes ncc(what's the hu-ha), karate and have a mouth like a bitch, I'm not scared to punch him right on his nose. Please man, hit your puberty & win me in 'O' then come and talk to me.

How about some pictures to enlighten yourself.

This is during my aunty's wedding. Well, she hit it big to have married a younger man. It seems to be a trend nowadays. Bizarre.

And that is the trip to Wild Wild Wet.

This was months ago. I'm not the up-to-the-minute person. So bare with it. Remember the imbecile I mentioned previously. Too much flame in him to burn private property. One word, compensation.

Jojo. I used to listen to her when I was 12. Started listening to her again cause her hit single kinda relates to what I'm going to say later on. I also found out she rejected the offer to be the main character in Hannah Montana TV series as Zoe Stewart. She would be a better 'miss nobody's perfect' than you know who.

[Well, how do I say this. I appreciate your apology and your bravery. But come to think of it, I'm sorry to say that my heart is nowhere near 'being like it used to be'. I realized it and felt the loss greatly months ago. If you know me well, I'm not the the kind who dwell on the past which is if that is the way, I will go with the flow. I used to treasure the friendship a lot and I'm not sure if I do now. Moments past, I think it miss. I used to ask myself the same question but it was back then. I refused to believe that the past is black and white but vibrant because it makes me happy. Now I do believe that this friendship is. Maybe it's just you who felt it and want it the way you do but not others(excluding me). The friendship was like a blooming little rose but it withered. Possibly it just needs time. Like the saying, time will heal. But it wouldn't heal the scar. I have my fair share of say. Rest assure of the your apology but all I could think of right now is just schoolmates.]

I feel like having iPhone 4.

2010-08-11T18:32:00.002+08:00

Holiday finally came. Fasting at home the whole month. Waking up in the afternoon everyday I guess. Nothing to look forward to except for studying and terawih. I gave yesterday a miss.

Monday, which was National Day, my family and I went to Wild Wild Wet. I don't usually swim. Free tickets explains it. I thought it will be boring but it turn out very fun minus the part when I had a small trip that led to some injury and also sunburn on my forehead. After 4 hours in the water, I met my friends at Downtown while my family went to PRP. Met them again and went home together, riding bicycle. I gave my little brother a ride not knowing that I had to ride up a hill. I was panting and he was having fun because he didn't have to walk. In the end, I had cramps all over. I'm not the sporty type. I don't exercise. My plan to get fat. Not going great isn't it.

Last 2 saturdays, I went to accompany my little brother to Explorer Kid. Free tickets again. Also, last week I fast 5 days straight to pay off. I miss school food. Last Friday, I went to Expo with my mum after school. Shopped a little at Metro(boring) and then food at the Raya Sale thing. The next day, I went to my aunt's wedding. Good food, terrible house. Yesterday, I made a new spectacles. It's purple! As expected, my degrees went up. That explains the spinning head and blur vision.

Okay, got to help my mum for break fast. Happy eating.

2010-07-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Previous post kinda sounds angry. Well, lets just say an imbecile has so much leisure time to burn private property. He is in so much trouble if he's found guilty. And the four refers to losing four grandfathers in less than a year. Rest in peace.

You know, sometime you have to choose your right circle of friend. I've definitely learn from my mistakes. You thought you could trust them. Wait till they turn their back around. Having malay friends are much better than others. I'm not being a racist here but it only refers to specific people. They give you some shit just to get their ass safe when majority was done by yourself. So, all your hard work is not credited and it seems that they done it all. Bullshit and that would be the last.

There is this neighbour of mine who wants to adopt my cat, Pearl. After 5 years of taking care of Pearl, they want to steal Pearl away from me. They said, "If you dont want to take care of him, you give me ah." Banyak cantik muka. And he even gave us advice on how to treat Pearl. As if we were only humans yesterday.

I really need the 1 month break now. I had 5 projects due in 4 weeks. 2 down 3 more. Stress to meet the deadline. And for god sake, anyone has dreamweaver installer for Mac OS. It is taking a whole day to download the trial. During the break, I promise myself to go terawih with my mum(she force one but im willing) and help my dad paint the house and make some kueh-mueh with my mum and study for exam. MUST DO WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

2010-07-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

Just to much to handle in less than a year. Unexpected things happens a lot and there is a reason, I know. One after another. #1: I don't care who that person is but we have the right to drag him to juvenile. #2: 4 in a year. Really? My mouth's tied up. Conclusion, I declare 2010 sucks.

2010-07-05T18:57:00.010+08:00

Since I'm at leisure, I will show you some pictures following the chronology of what happened in my life. Firstly, this is how the back of my iTouch looks currently. Have not been using it oftenly(no such word in dict.) since I have Macbook.

Right here is a... well there is no specific name for it. Watch it at okto, and did it. Mashchoc; combination of marshmallow in the middle and chocolate at the sides.

A family picture during my uncle's wedding last month. I'm so slow, last month.

Money falling from the sky. Huge amount. Thousand-naires! All of that=MacBook Pro, PS2, PSP, LED tv, shopping-ssssssssss etc.

Cut my hair. Satisfaction. Finally, free from frizzy hair. And look at how much Kiki has grown. From the skinny little kitten to this fat bubbly cute as ever cat. I'm sorry to the owner who lost this cat. Its under my custody now.

Here are some of my classmates.

Eminem is the best white rapper. Agreed.

2010-06-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Holidays ended. Kind of late to say that. 1st week of holiday I stayed at home, no correction, I went out everyday i think. I don't keep track. Thursday, my dad and I went to Suntec City for the IT convention. It was between Sony Vaio and Apple. Fortunately, the salesperson that attended us was from TP too and he magnetize my dad and tadaaaaaaa MacBook Pro! I vow to toe the line. Double the care I had for iTouch. Did I tell you I drop my iTouch at school? Huge visible dent on the side so does my heart.

Monday-Wednesday, my family and I went to KL, Shah Alam. There's nothing much I could particularize cause it's kind of the same. Aunt's house is our hotel since forever and then shopping at the same places. It's like going to JB. Most of the apparels sold can be found at Far East Plaza/Bugis Street or out of fashion.

Thursday, I had court visit at Supreme Court. Teacher was late and that made most of the students lost their mood. Again nothing to particularize as photography isn't allowed in the building. One thought-provoking thing was that we were being scanned like 'prisoners' and the feeling of flight departure when entering it.

Friday, I had a project group meeting. So much for 'group' huh. Finally after all these months, I met Aqilah at night. Just a short meet up. Saturday, my mum and I went to Hyatt Hotel for this Ladies family party and also aunt's farewell. The suite was 2 storey high! It is at premium. Reason for that pretty penny hotel was the manager is my aunt. We had like 3 complains for uproariousness. So jakun, what do you expect from a 5 star.

Sunday, kenduri was held at my house for my late grandfather. Nasi Briyani buffet. My house became the 2nd 5 star hotel. Monday, school started. So as you can see, my 2 weeks was packed with events I just mentioned earlier on which I want to highlight 2 weeks is not enough with Excel Project clinging on me to finish it up.

Tuesday, I overslept and missed lecture. Terrible heavy sleeper. Supposedly, I had to pass my portfolio to a teacher of mine. If you've been checking out my FB, I mentioned about a teacher that I hate. My friend gave me the wrong info about her name. I called the wrong teacher. Tell me what you do when someone mistook you just by seeing the name? This insolent teacher just had to give me a talk. As I've heard from my classmates, she has mental issues. Just my luck right.

So, she is so called trying to shape me into a better person. Well hello old lady, you know me about a minute ago and you are trying to shape me? who are you, my mother? The issue here was she cant believe that I couldn't remember my teacher's name. Like my teacher remember my name. It's vice versa. After that she drags this issue to me oversleeping and being late. You know how frustrated I was. I had to do something right. Some might know me of my 'harsh' words. I said to her, 'Are you done? I'm in a rush.' Just slipped but intentionally. That phrase made her come closer to me cause she was angry that I talked back. Actually I talked back a lot.

She assumed a lot of things from me. She just knew me you know. I really wanted to end this because I had project meeting commencing. I gave in and said sorry. It's what she wants to hear from my mouth right. Suprisingly, she didn't want my sorry and instead I said sorry to myself for not having a good memory out loud in front of her. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT SHE WANT FROM ME?! MONEY?! School doesn't pay you enough! A MIDDLE FINGER?! TELL ME CRAZY! Ok overboard.

I just made a mistake of identifying a person and she treats me like I did a crime. She thinks everyone should be like her. If you think you are so perfect, why are you here and not with the angels or better for your case, be the god of your crazy little world! God damn her! Curse you bad hair 'angel'. The story is longer in fact. Who wants to listen?

Okay wow, my longest post in months. Just had to let it go...

2010-05-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

Holidays... Well, not yet. Mid sem test next week then, holidays. A pathetic one. School is alright. Btw, there's no alright in dictionary. Lots of projects. Lots of technology. Speaking of technology, my computer broke down. So there is no reason to delay the laptop purchase. Anyway, I'm afraid of the tests reason being it's the first one although it's just an hour.

I went shopping with my mum the other day after school. She was eager to find a new shoe for one of the wedding next week; uncle's getting married. End up, I spent more than her. I bought the most expensive bag comparing to my collections. I had staff discounts since I knew the person working there. My mum was satisfied that at last I bought a last-forever bag since I always buy the cheap ones but a lot of them. Cheap=tear. Not that I'm cheapskate, I'm not fond of wearing branded items just to look rich. Show bank book and their jaws will drop right. Charles and Keith is enough forever I guess. I also customized the back of my iTouch. Had a hard time deciding the design since it will be there for as long as I think it's time to change.

I'm still contemplating whether to be kendarat this Sunday. My aunt offered it. I'll have to skip madrasah, my dad won't like that. Moreover, test the next day. But who wouldn't want easy money of 50 in just one day right. Make up your mind!!

2010-05-05T22:21:00.004+08:00

How's life you might ask. It isn't going well. I had 2 days MC last Thursday. Supposedly, 1 day but a really shocking news hit me right in the face while I was waiting for my number. When you see someone cry, it's bad news. My grandfather passed away. It's an expected one but I didn't think it was that soon because clearly, he's not suffering from any illness except for lying like vegetable. It's all in the hands of Allah. 2 gone in less than a year. So, as you can see, I spent 3 consecutive days there due to tahlil, kenduri or whatever you call it. I'm still in shock though and of course, a little bit fear. It can take months.

School is okay. It ends early everyday. Printing notes is worrisome. Tp just had the CCN day which commemorates it's 20th anniversary today or is it in conjunction. Each class had to set up a stall. My class did snowshakes and milo dinosaur. Ran up to boil water, shortage of almost everything. I know, plaintive right but we had lots of orders.

If you've been watching American Idol, Casey James should be going home. He depends on his guitar every performance and he is so not good looking. How can Kara drool over him. He looks like a surfer dude with unkept hair and reiteration shirt except for different pattern everytime. Aaron Kelly should have stayed. He have those guilt attacking his body system.

My dad is still contemplating on which laptop he should buy. I for once don't care what model he purchase but I've been pyscho-ing his mind to take in to consideration Macbook or Sony Vaio. Now that he actually replaced the ink jet printer to a laser one is obliged enough.

One of my family is having chalet tomorrow. I'm going to eat those edible barbequed meat till I can't button my pants anymore. It's been a while since I taste one. And also swimming. I can't paint the town so much knowing that there'll be quizzes on almost every subject next week. Time to be in 'Olevel' mode.

Isn't my blog boring? No pictures, no music.
Well, suck it up. Go to my facebook if you busybody wants to see it.
And I'm going to customize my iTouch so that the scratches won't be visible anymore.
Did I tell you I'm taking chess club as my CCA? I was just kidding! It's photography.

2010-04-18T18:25:00.003+08:00

All poly students would be interfacing about how their school is. Well, for me, my class is okay. Mostly are Chinese. You can count the Malays with your fingers. And that's the course not class. So, I guess I'll not be conversing in Malay often. I hate this. The boys in my class is exactly like 4E1 boys. No kidding. They laugh at everything, literally. They make fun of people's accent and they 'LOL' when someone say something wrongly. Aggravating but at least it brightens moth-eaten lectures. It really reminds me of 4E1.

The orientation was so uninteresting, spiritless and a complete bummer on the 1st day. I'm late, as expected. I have punctuality issue. I'm never early, usually on time or mostly late. I've to kick that habit off because if I'm constantly late, I'm mark absent! that's blameworthy. The day wasn't as draggy since we were given task and not just sit and wait. 2nd day: sit under sun too long; 4 hrs = sunburn. Saturday: Law welcome. Gave it a miss. I was dog-tired.

I've pictures. Not going to upload it. Not with me.
I shall not talk about school anymore since you'll be hearing it more.
My mum calls me 'boros'.

2010-04-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

I'm officially jobless now. Leaving wasn't hard. I can't wait to end the misery; going back after midnight everyday and lack of sleep. Okay, the lack of sleep is a lie. I have plenty of rest just that it drains every ounce of energy in me a lot. Imagine everyday you step home after midnight but I still catch up on my TV shows; Glee and American Idol. That explains waking up at 2 in the afternoon everyday. I'm going to miss my colleagues mostly Nad and Cik Shima. They are my partners. Nad with her never ending jokes about 'Hotstuff' and Cik Shima's addictive laugh and Glory's fall and Aunty calling me Falah and Uncle's why's the floor so wet. I definitely without a doubt miss work but I'll never want to work there again even if it's the only existing job.

I went out with Aqilah and Hairul just a moment ago. I shopped a pair of shoe. The apparels are not eye-hooking. I'm going to drag my mum to Orchard since she's been wanting to go to John Little Sale. I've made up my mind, I think I'm going to purchase the bag. We had lunch at Macdonalds. Who would know shaker fries taste so good? And we had yoghurt at night.

Orientation is on Thursday. I have this last few days to enjoy. I'm so not looking forward for the orientation neither is the semester. I don't like making new friends. Although, I'm guaranteed to have a friend in my course; my mum's friend child. Let me tell you something. Tp isn't one of my choice. So does the course. I favour Nyp of a science course. But to hell to my science grades that end me up with Law. You might say that I'm not grateful of this. You're absolutely wrong 'cause I am. It just haven't sunk in yet. Well at least for now. I'll have to suck it up and just smile like I care. Stop whining.

I'll face all the obstacles in my life like a young adult and start another chapter leaving the past behind. Like what my ustazah said, "jangan sesekali bermusuh. Berikan senyuman Kerana itu pahala Dan sedekah." and "Hidup ingatlah mati. Setiap kali bangun, kita ada satu Hari kurang untuk hidup." So yeah, will we be here tomorrow? No one knows. I don't want to go to school ]: Oh dear, there I go again...

2010-03-26T02:00:00.007+08:00

I went to apply for CEPAS and found out it starts on 29th. My father is driving me up the wall and pestering me to resign on the 8th. Adult fare is sucking up all the money in my card like a space vacuum. $10 thrice every week. Before you knew it, the door won't open. Yesterday night, while I was working, I was called by a customer. It was Mastura Ahmad asking for toilet direction. Actress asking about toilet from a random person is just ain't right. I found another favorite food of mine. It's yogurt and famous amos cookies. They taste so heavenly.

Do you watch Cinta Ixora? I watch it for the fun of it. Faizal Isa's acting is stinking up the drama. He is like reading of a script. I don't understand why girls scream over him. I mean, come on, that Justin Bieber kid is drawing more attention and he has a nice voice although at times, he may sound like a girl and have a lot of haters, he have 14 million views on Youtube. Who can beat that. MJ maybe. Apologies to those who adore Faizal Isa. On the other hand, Sarah Aqilah's acting is preferable.

Miley Cyrus being a mentor at American Idol is foolheaded. Out of hundred artists, they had to choose her? Top 100 songs? Her? Really? Moreover, she head banging in a dress is just pure entertainment. She started of playing a self-possessed song on a piano and the next thing you knew, she stood up and head bang. In a dress. At American Idol. Imagine that. I know Hairul will be like 'whatever eh'. Demi and Joe performance blew her off the stage and the charts probably. Bye Hannah Countrytanna.

My brother bought an iTouch for $299. Only god knows the reason why he bought that. Now, there's 2 in a house. He could have purchase an iPad instead.

Last Sunday, went out with Aqilah and Hairul. There was a carnival at 313 Somerset. There were free coupons, face painting, balloon sculpture, air brush tattoos and bubble photo. You might be wondering what is a bubble photo. Basically, we took a picture in a bubble. Fortuitously, I brought my camera along so it's free. It wrote maximum 3 photos, but the person was blithely snapping candid pictures of us. Since when you get a share man? We went to Bugis and do a little bit of shopping. Well, not little. I spend $65. I still owe Hairul $5, claim it or you'll never see it. It is still not enough though. Aqilah, let's go again. There's this bag at 313 that cost $53. Should I buy it is a question.

Pay day is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall treat my family Breeks.

Bubble photo, next time.

2010-03-16T16:05:00.004+08:00

I'm here to share what I've been through. The reason of this objective is because I don't know how to begin. I ran up against a couple of gays this days. Or you might call them bapok. I didn't notice they were gays till I took a second look since they probably haven't transform fully yet. How would I know they are gays? Well, one of them carried a shoulder bag on his arm, wore tight clothes that show off his skinny arms . The other one has a short bob hair that was as stiff as a board, wore a pink ballet shoe and a top that shows a bra strap (though I could assure you his flat). While waiting for the arrival of the train, they danced syncronizingly. They also eyeballed these 2 hip-hop guys. Another incident was at 313 where this 2 guys ate this bread and they went like 'O-M-JAY' together with their try to be squeaky voice but they have a husky one.

I went to the medical examination. It took almost 2 hours to complete. Temasek is so vexing. Eye check to urine test to weight and height to blood pressure to heart rate to organs check. The heart part was longer since I had a history of asthma and heart pain frequently. The X-ray took less than 5 minute. I was early for work so, I went to Ion alone to get my watch.

Work = sucks. I realized I've been customarily repining about my work more than sharing the positives. Well, I have great company. Aqilah's with me but mostly we are not working together! I made a lot of friends. Namely, my colleagues. The whole of Basement 3, I guess. My colleagues are zero to cool. Nad shares her stories. It's like we've known each other for so long. She's 20 by the way, so over the hill and a very humorous person. Actually, there are a lot to talk about work. At the end of March, about 5 are quitting. That includes the ITE attachment and 2 that work for a month who couldn't take it. So, I guess, go to hell to that company. You know why, they are trying to minimize part-timers, and now all of us are quitting at one time. They are going to struggle for sure.

The Encore Concert 2010 was on the 13th. I had work in the morning and performed at night. It was the most dreading day of the week. Aqilah and I had lunch at F.I.S.H. There wasn't much variety to choose from in their menu but their service is excellent. The concert went well. I don't know how to describe it. I wasn't in the mood. Nevertheless, it was still a festivity.

More pictures on FB(haven't upload)

And I think they have such a wonderful voice.

2010-03-05T02:10:00.006+08:00

2010-02-21T14:15:00.004+08:00

I took an urgent leave from work yesterday. I gave an unreasonable excuse like having a family gathering which is in actual fact, true. Barbeque is not that important/binding to attend but food, you can't give it a miss right. Not to mention, I went to Lyss to help out the Band. Well not exactly help, participating in an encore concert as an alumni. I realised there's quite a few 'an' in this post. Presumably, it's the last performance for me. I decided to participate since they were needling me every week. But I tell you, my playing of flute sucks big time. Skip it, hopefully I'll be moderate in 3 weeks time. I also went shopping(at last) with Aqilah in the afternoon.

I've decided to quit my job soon, middle of march. My mum wants me to work till end of March. That would depend on my level of patience. It's because this aunt will be in the morning starting from next week. She always does the washing in the night. And let me tell you, at night, there are lots of things to wash. If she's not going to be there, I'll have to do it. To lay money on this nyonya, that will never happen. Her name is Ah Heok. What a weird name. God, I hate her. She can't carry heavy stuffs and neither sweep nor mop. What's her purpose of living? I accidentally swept her feet (not even the whole feet, it was just a corner) and she scolded me because she will not win her 4D. Win or not, you'll still be working. The money can be use to replace your old clothes that looks more like a toilet rag. She has a lot of 'pantang larang' too. Touching her shoulder will result to losing her 4D too(like who cares).

What else...

2010-02-11T02:07:00.002+08:00

If you notice, my blog was private for about a week. Well, I bet no one reads this blog anyway only those snooping ones. I'll keep it behind the scenes if I have to.

Work is draining. It wears me out everyday. Only a day off now. Working at night is twice wearying than in the day. Unfortunately, I'm always in the night. Sweep, mop, wash, clean, wipe. My god. Adding to the misery, I have several cuts due to those racking. They should buy those disposable ones. Since the journey is further than Bugis, I will reach home late. AND! Ok, this issue, I have to bring forward. Those people are racist and favoritism. Let me repeat, I hate racism. I detest that. I feel like tearing their skin and muscles off so they'll have to walk around with bones. Maybe they are trying to make me quit. I will, in a month time. And y'all gonna have a bad time without me. I can even give you a short notice so that you'll be handicapped searching for a replacement. Tapi tetap gaji masuk.

Due to this job, I did'nt have time for myself. I have not spend a single cent on my second and suprisingly, first pay cheque exception of the family treat.

2010-02-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

See, I told you they envy us. Told you twice! They can't see us walking on air. That woman who gleefully with her 'slang' accent pass judgement on our work. Quoted,"at least smth. better than making food." And her companion couldn't agree more with her, HAHA that was capitalize as big as her ego and her freaking ass. You know it is as if in their 16(let me repeat SIXteen) years of living, they have not eaten a food before. So, all this while they have been feeding their mum's breast milk. Discourteous, I don't care. I, and you two, absolutely had enough of their insolent behaviour.

Hairul, Fareeha is going har-har with her badmouthed comment. Means she is making fun. And she can still put a plastic face in front of you, man. She is a betrayer. If I were you, I'll forget about her. Not just that, what wrong I have with her and them. Nothing. She is close to you to know about our current state. Where else would she want to dig out info from? Just because of one ridiculous outing of going window shopping they are treating us like this. Come on, when Fareeha is with me she totally despise Nazihah. Now what? She woke up on the other side of the bed? more like she dropped from her bed which can't take her weight.

At least they are doing something productive tomorrow, cycling. I bet they are going to have lunch after that at some fast food restaurant=no use cycling. As I said to Aqilah, these are kids who doesn't have money. Whatever it is, if they want to look down on us, just remember 'apa apa kita pijak sama bumi. kau bukan melayang, diri atas langit. kau hamba Allah bukan anak manja yang ada kereta. ini semua sementara'. dah macam mak nenek pulak aku.

To hell to them. Lets make a group name: totally spies. haha.

2010-01-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

According to protocol, I'm seventeen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You (makcik & pakcik kpos) sure want to know my poly posting. Law. If you're on the ball, you'll know which polytechnic. I wasn't on cloud nine as I was hoping for science related; biomedical, pharmaceutical, molecular biotechnology. I didn't meet the COP and my unsatisfactory science grades. It is still on the same bar level. Maybe law is in my blood. My aunt is a paralegal and uncle owns a law firm at KL. Almost appealed for biomedical engineering.
My first day working at Somerset: I was lost. I thought it was a store but it's a kiosk. Visibly, it's undersized. Butterball people won't fit. It's a whole new abstraction. No more cream, welcome cinammon (that smells like pacai, no kidding). I got to come out with a reason to somehow transfer back to Bugis; allergic to cinnamon.
Season a for only some, reason a for come friends some. Unerring. Watch Hannah Montana.
Some are just desirous and emulous. Green-eyed. I'm not bedevil.

2010-01-19T23:53:00.004+08:00

As I said beforehand, I had an unaccommodating decision to make. I took a stand not to sit for A levels after much mental analysis. I didn't come through for Chemistry. I told you I can't surpass in both science. Taking science combination is a definite fight to win. So, I won't leave to luck. Other options are Arts and Business; Economics and Management of Business. Obviously, I wasn't lured to. I wouldn't want to waste my exertion of studying pure and I'll put it to lavishness if I took those 2. Again, thank God.

I had 3 continuous family days at a chalet. What can I say, I wasn't living it up. Mood swing. I didn't mixed around much, I was clammed up but I did participate in all activities since there was a pin drop. Work is transferring Aqilah and I to Somerset. And I'm turning 17 in a few days time. No big deal. Mum struggled for 9 months, why should I be the one to be ecstatic.

to be continued.

2010-01-12T02:01:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T REACHED A RESOLUTION!

I really need to seek guidance from the none other than, Allah.
I'm scared of the chain reaction.
People give contrastive opinions on my future.
I'm vulnerable, punch-drunk, fouled up person in a muddle.
Please show me the rightful path. pleaseee.

2.43am

2010-01-10T01:32:00.002+08:00

Is 2009 a year to bring to mind? Yes. Wait no. A lot to smile about yet so many to repine. I can't make up my mind. This goes the same for my future; where am I heading after O? I'll say I haven't thought of it yet. I know I won't be able to enter JC with my low self-esteem. I want to go but I don't think I can. Poly... the only one I'm lured to is NYP. A course that needs to pass either science. Let me tell you sth, I can never excel in both neither a pass. Pure science is extremely perplex. It won't be contending if we had better teachers. Speaking of that teacher, I wonder how's her belly. Probably it is as huge as her ego and not forgetting her pretence. Great actress, join Walt Disney pictures or sth. Ok sidetrack. So well yeah, I would have drop to combined rather than having a D for every examinations.

I'm working today. Results is tomorrow(everyone's talking about it and stop counting down). Probably I won't be concentrating much on my work. Wait, I never concentrate before. I'll always be in that blur look waiting patiently for my shift to end. I have to deal with pesty customers who likes to point instead of telling me the names. What do you think? I have bionic eyes that can see exactly where your finger is pointing. Use your goddamn pea brain. And some impatient customers will toss their money because the queue was long. Instead of grumbling, it'll be productive if you think of a way to speed up the line like killing all the humans queuing. Am I promoting murder?

Ok. This is post is getting lengthy. I'm using iTouch so, I couldn't customize the bulletin I usually do. Signing off at 2.30am.(this is lame)

2010-01-05T15:05:00.002+08:00

I've been coming home at 12.30am on account of working in the afternoon except for yesterday.
The other day, I treated my family for Popeye since no one has eaten it.
It's penny pincher but come on, that was a treat from my first pay cheque. Expect more for the second one.
About the holiday. Well, I had a huge cut on my foot by virtue of the lubricious rocks, arctic water at the waterfall. We had the opportunity to taste ostrich omelet, give them corns, saw an ostrich lay egg, learn how to crack open it etc. We also get to see the truly existing hiding place of the Malaysian troops from the Japanese who attacked them through the Malaya sea instead of the causeway. I sound like a historian. By any means, the place give me skin erection. That's a synopsis of my holiday, buy the book.
I have been setting money aside for later use in the bank. All things considered for the restoration of my iTouch. If I trade in, I have to bear the expense approximately $237 and I bought it 3 years ago for $400. Other option, repair which will cost me $80. It's cheaper but undependable.
what else... to be continued.

2010-01-05T14:25:00.003+08:00

More from the farm and WW2 relics coming.

2009-12-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

Holiday: Kota Tinggi & Desaru. Waterfall, Ostrich Farm, WW2 relics, Beach, Seafood and extended to 3 days.
Restoration of iTouch: pretty penny. 2 choice; fiddle with it or trade omitting it comes from a hallucinatory source.
Secret recipe with Aqilah & Hairul and then to shop yesterday.
work work work. results results results. stress stress stress.

2009-12-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

2009-12-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

Apologies for the lack of updates. I've been engaged with work in recent times.
To this extent, work is not too shabby. The rationale behind the supervisor's attitude is decoded.
I'm trying to get the knack of cashiering. I sweat it out I won't give wrong changes.
The day before today, Aqilah and I went for band at night since they were having camp. We didn't stay long since she was working tomorrow but I wasn't.
Monday, my family went to Changi Beach by reason of everyone is not working. The boys swam. The wave was massive and the wind was stimulating every minute.
My iTouch menu button gets suck in, plunged in. Just conceive and apprehend. I don't know how to particularize. I would have to off it just to get to the homepage. Though, I'm gleeful that it's in 3.o version.
I'll be going off for holidays next week. Just 2 days, a short one will be a memorable one.
I am certainly without a doubt not at all concerned about/put oneself out/take pains just for the matter of fact of a signal crossed and confounding as I'm not vexed. Know why, this sour note will not get anywhere except for scrimmage and disharmony that I didn't develop in mind physically or mentally and bring it into existence cause undeniably there is a breach not bitch.

2009-11-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Last week & This week

Last Sunday: Ceremonialize my brother's birthday at Swensen.
Last Friday: Went out with the others;Aqilah Fifa Naz Hairul Hairi to Outram-DhobyGhaut-Orchard-Bugis.
Sunday: Took my eventual madrasah exam.
Scurried to Downtown D marquee and changed to school uniform to get hold of my bursary.
Went for this family thing that happens once every 2 weeks.
Monday: Went out with Aqilah and Hairul to job interview, Tamp-Bishan and at night to Orchard.
Tuesday: Sat at home, under medication. On foot too long.
Today,Wednesday: Going to Johor.
Last Tuesday: I made this glitter-glitter thing. The right one is not mine.

adieu, adios, arrivederci, bye, cheerio, good day, sayonara, so long

2009-11-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

So, Friday went out with my friends to Ion, Far East, Orchard Central and Taka. We were dead on one's feet.
Possibly, going there again to... no, not for job interview but to spend at least 70 dollars. Financial plan.
I am going to apply for photography course at CC.
I am also going to update my Ipod Touch software to a newer version.
I'll post the pictures on Friday and Sunday on a day that I'm conscious, hopefully. Sorry Nad.
I have a preference or rather an interest of facebook out of this lack of interest. In point of fact, I just want to view people's profile and stop using Fifa's account to view.
I think Faisal Isa in Singapore Idol is not what you call talented and shining at. He isn't drawing attention.
Don't start with Charles. Why is his name stitch? Where's lilo then? K lame. His prononciation is like an expulsion of feaces, in another word shit. He pronounced you as yo. Too much doing that tongue thing.
Conclusion, don't vote for them but vote for sezairi or tabitha. Who am I to ask you to vote? Cause I don't.
In any manner, I think Sarah Aqilah is still second to none and primo.
My cat, Kiki, is becoming whalelike while Pearl is getting gray-haired and skin-and-bone.
I found my big brother's blog. It's the other side of him that I don't see. Side-splitting. He knows my blog too, I guess. You'll find nothing here.
I didn't go for band practice that Dorothy offered. I don't think I can still blow the flute. It might take years to restore.
I got two ulcers. It is physically and mentally agonizing to a large extent that you can fit an elephant down your throat and out through your rectum.
I applied quite a number of jobs online, without exception checking my mails for reply. God, it takes years.
I'll consider withdrawing by next week if there is still no reply. Who would know applying for a job is that uphill battle?
Since this is the holiday, I shall make an effort to update this blog.
I won't be online everyday like how I used to everyday during O. That was a strategy to keep me awake.
I shall sleep now, it's 2.14am. Who ask. I will toss and turn for about an hour. I'll wake up at 1 again. What a bore. I want to go to school... I miss it, can't believe I said that.

2009-11-13T10:08:00.005+08:00

Look at Nad's cute bug teeth.

The exultation of being free from studies.
Distinctly, Chemistry was more feasible than Physics.
And again, whatever shit I commit to memory for History essay wasn't experimentalize.
Stalin and Hitler was put to a test which I had focus for prelims. I enthusiastically studied WW2 and TOV&LON.
By chance, Bonding Singapore was look into SS paper.
I never had nose bleed. The last time I check, I've never had one. I wonder how it feels.
Maybe my nose is not meant to bleed but meant for mucus.
I love my cats a lot be it the white, grey or brown.
Darah is in M18. Age limit is very aggravating.
Met my mum's friend and discover that she was Fikri's mum. Odd and peculiar isn't?
I open a new POSB account savings which means I do not have to share with my mum anymore.
Wizards of Waverly Place the movie is awesome. Selena is the most shining and talented one among the other Disney actresses.
A moment ago, at Central, a mentally strange screw ball with bearded unshaven face man bad-mouth us. He was attacking us with words that was displeasing and a turn off. He really need a black eye and a reminder to be well-mannered and respect people. He said that we are half-baked and brainless and it was a waste going to school. He was being absurd. A simple excuse me would do and it isn't bothersome.
I am not becoming hysterical but those words said are discourteous and he need a smack at the back of his head to regain some awareness out of his loud-mouthed attitude. Insolent.
I applied a job online. I don't think I want to work but I want to. I want to laze around and not lift a finger till Jan.
Watching movie is a dawdle unless it's engrossing and thought-provoking.
I'm going out with my friends today.
Did I mention my paper ends today? 2 days later than the others.
This Sunday, we will be celebrating my small brother's birthday at Swensen.
I want to go to Courts. Might be purchasing a new 'gadget' for camera.
There is a wedding and it is held at the vast field in front of my house. The person is in the money and filthy rich.
I'm on edge for Hari Raya Haji. Why and wherefore, I don't know. Possibly for the goats. mmmbek~.

2009-10-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

1) Papers are easier said than done.
2) I don't find any of them weildy or child's play.
3) English vocabulary was hard to comprehend.
4) I cancelled 3 times and found out that the first attempt was actually right. I should have trusted my instinct instead of having doubts.
5) Amaths questions are complex and intricate.
6) It brought my confidence level to the minimum level after looking at second question.
7) Adding to the misery, my calculator fell from second floor.
8) It has a disfigured side. Not much to look at but it function.
9) I had to lend another one just in case it goes dead halfway.
10) Next week will be rip-roaring. Memorization week I can say.
11) Picture of graduation day has just been sent via email.
12) Please send to the ones that doesn't have it especially Aqilah.

2009-10-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

1) I've got approximately 179 raya photos.
2) I won't post it here. If you want to view, visit my friends blog.
4) Or their facebook. I don't have a facebook.
5) Maybe I try to upload a few. Maybe only.
6) I'm exhausted. Olevels is very very near.
4) My heart beats twice the rate thinking of it.
5) Probably it will be thrice when it's left with 1 week.
6) I've been seeking help to shape up my weaker subjects.
7) Some teachers are to no help. They should just sit and waste their high level education.
8) Trust me, my file is consolidated with Physics practice papers.
9) There are too many and could be use for toilet papers or even the Chinese burning papers thingy.
10) Lastly, I want to eat KFC.

2009-10-01T20:41:00.002+08:00

Sneek preview.
This is what I can upload. There are at least 100 photos.
You shall just wait for the day I'm at leisure.

2009-09-24T17:04:00.001+08:00

1) My friends complained about my teeny font. Is this big enough?! It looks fine before.
2) This update is to... I don't know actually.
3) Pictures on the next post was partially mine. Mostly my brother's. That explains the inferior quality.
4) SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
5) It was comical seeing people ride lorry on Hari Raya. But I had to the next day. Inescapable.
6) Chemistry paper was very puzzling and hard to solve.
7) I can effortlessly get a single digit number for that paper.
8) I'm dumbfounded. I should have studied barring who would want to flip pages on Hari Raya.
9) Money aces. I'm not $.$ face. K, that's lame.
10) The money is used for trading my moth-eaten, immemorial and bygone PS2.
11) Finally, after all these years, I can play my number-one game, Killzone.
12) I love video games on PS2.
13) My class has decided on the class Hari Raya outing.
14) My eyes is tickling. I want to dig it out and sterilize it.
15) My cat, Pearl, is getting jelly-belly. Elephantine out of a sudden. What have he been consuming.
16) The new cat is called Kiki due to my shoe's brand. We're assuming it's a male, for now.
17) Last time, I thought Pearl is a female but it turn out to be a male. It was difficult to distinguish.
18) I received some of my prelim papers. Speechless about my results.
19) Nevertheless, I did improve a grade for Physics but still fail. That's an accomplishment for me.
20) I want to take combined science. I don't want pure science.
21) Isn't it a bit in a bind? I shall work harder.
22) All of this is due to the tuition. But since my tutor left me hanging halfway, I'm left alone again.
23) Someone spill soup on my sleeve during recess. Opportunely, I didn't curse in her face. Insufficient attention.
24) Rejoice yourself with those pictures. The ones that caught your eyeballs are my photography.

2009-09-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

HARI RAYA.

KIKI

2009-09-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

1) Isn't my blog dull? There's only words. I'd lost my Samsung cable. That explains it.
2) I didn't really study for prelims due to unforseen circumstance.
3) Such as my grandfather passed away at 2am on Monday. We blitz there with urgency.
4) May he rest in peace. Al-fateha. Amin.
5) Appallingly, cold war didn't come out for seq. I shook in my boots. But I had a backup topic.
6) Physics and Amaths are despicable. Why do I even try.
7) I have a new member in the family. No, my mum is not pregnant. Its a kitten.
8) Giving it away to my aunt soon. Maybe. We shall see.
9) I farted a lot a moment ago. It didn't stink to high heaven. It was largely due to the large Mac sprite.
10) My phone was switched off for the day. I was unconcerned to charge it.
11) I have no madrasah lesson for 3 weeks. How wonderful.
12) 1 more time for sahur and buka.
13) And I, I mean we, can eat in daylight again till next year Ramadan. Hopefully, we'll make it.

2009-09-10T01:29:00.005+08:00

1) I can't believe I'm accessing internet now.
2) English paper was passable.
3) I'm ill-tempered nowadays.
4) I think night class is productive and efficacious. It should be lengthened.
5) I can only upgrade my iTouch after O. I'll be hooked to games.
6) I think someone is buzzing into my personal predicament.
7) I'll be inquisitive to know the meal I'm having later on.
8) Michael Jackson IQ is 110. I wonder what's mine.
9) Should I study Venice or Bonding Singapore?
10) I got Merit for my malay oral. Not at all electrifying.
11) I want to retake. But Cikgu necessitate me not to.
12) I need to purchase a new watch and bag.
13) I don't like to walk. I want my license. -.- license basikal.
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15) I would like to thank Fareeha for the company to the clinic.
16) According to the expert, I have an unknown allergy.
17) and also thanks to Fareeha for going terawih with me.
18) She got eyeball(flirt) by an old man. Not that old, mids 30 and have white hairs! She's gonna kill me.
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19) I went to JB to buy Hari Raya clothing which was at premium. Dad still bought it. I'm going to wear till everyone can know by heart the design, texture etc and get tired of it.
20) Should I centralize on TOV & LON or Stalin?
21) Building up skills with tys is very effective.
22) I don't have a tutor anymore which means I have to be self-sufficient.
23) HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY NURUL AQILAH! -5sept.
24) I want to make cookies for Hari Raya. jgn hangus suda. I want people to go like "Eh Farah, you made this. Nice ah. Next time I order k." Sejuk perut dgr. FARAH & CO.

2009-09-02T16:43:00.003+08:00

2009-08-02T19:20:00.003+08:00

"Blg keluargamu semua kalau ada apek tua meminta surat khabar, radio, atau tv rosak mengetuk pintu rumahmu, jgn buka pintu. Kerana apek tu mengendong hantu tetek China dengannya. Beliau akan menghasut kita menghisap tetek hantu tersebut untuk merasai susu tiruan China yang mengandungi bahan melamine. Jikalau tidak hisap akan hantu tetek tu sembunyikan mk bpk kita disebalik teteknya. Susu beliau tak sedap dan berbau busuk. Apek tu sudah conquer Europe dan benua afrika. Dan skrg berada di town side singapura."

Isn't downright lame.
Merepek tidak terhingga. Kurafat.
Go ask your mum or your ancestors if you don't know the definition.
'nanti lama2 ader mama jual curry.'- hairul. HHAHA.
TRUE. Agreeable.
I don't believe it since the news of the nenek jual keropok.
Kuat dia merantau satu Singapura.
Tak sakit pinggang ke.
Telan panadol pain relieve agaknya.
Nenek super canggih!

Bullshits.

2009-07-29T19:03:00.002+08:00

Well, let's see. How shall I start this.
Oh, I've already outset.
This update is due to HeyMath.

I've been companionless, godforsaken and lonesome.
3 expressive with a same meaning.
Chemistry lesson it is. Nazihah is under medication.
Although, she is alive and kicking.
Yes, my file is consolidated with your papers.
I would gain a fortune selling it to the rag-and-bone man.
And can you spare a thought of having tagboard?
I really want to trash it with my names.

On Sunday, I had to attend this ceremony.
The only reason was to get hold of my bursary.
And also, I was paid to take photos of the event.
Favorably, a guy did the task.
'Cause I was also given the job of accumulating votes.
They paid me 20 bucks for that.
And 40 bucks for my loaning my camera.
Yes, I'm in the money!

I'll continue this post another day.
I've got to hit the sack.
Yes literally hit a sack. K believe it or not.
Benar tapi pelik.
OK, I'm spiritless.
Means I'm bored. Read a book.
Really.
Before it's the eleventh-hour.
And then you'll be out of luck.

2009-07-19T20:03:00.003+08:00

I'm dead on one's feet.
Saturday night, I had to attend Malay Cultural Night event.
It was held at the CC. God, I could crawl there.
It's not even a kilometer far.
As for today, I went to my grandparents place for kenduri.
Well, I won't call it a kenduri. 'Cause I was an hour late.
They were serving food when I came.
I also met arwah abg Ahmad's brothers which I never met before.
Though, one of them remembered me when I was young.
It was difficult to distinguish them. They look like triplets.

At long last, I had a private tutor.
She teaches me A maths and Pure Physics.
Although she is a uni graduate, she looks like my friend.
Surprisingly, I was taller than her! Drink milk ok.
She is what I'm looking for.
Not to tease her, but to photocopy her brain.

Conclusively, I had my KFC meal on Thursday.
Along with Nazihah and Nadhirah. It was fit for king!
Nad went to meet her friend. Naz and I went for stake out.
Eventually, we lost track of them.
I impersonate how he walk. That's bad.
I had a forever and a day talk with Naz.
We didn't ran out of words and keep sharing.
Naz panic-stricken when she saw birds.
She even wanted to change sits with me.
And she grabbed my leg when the bird came near her.
Loser. From her view, the bird is mammoth-like.
We die laughing at this guy who wore a 2tone colored hoodie.
What's worst, his shades was on the forehead.
And his fringe rest on it. Okay, fantasize.

My MT Oral didn't go like what I envisioned.
The topic was baffling. The invigilators are no help.
I was the first to be tested.
I let fear get the better of me.
Okay, drop it.

On Monday, we had PE. Mr Koh didn't come again.
And we had this teacher again who 'makan gaji buta'.
She gave us the softballs without giving instructions.
The class played dodge balls.
After we get bored of flinging off balls, we played ice and water.
I wear up my energy by caterwauling.

On the 10th, we celebrated Nad's birthday at Changi Airport.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NADHIRAH.
See the pictures for the celebration.

I'll edit this post by the book.
I'm punch-drunk and weak in the knees.
No, I didn't take alcohol.
I devoir 12 hours of drowse.

2009-07-16T19:54:00.014+08:00

These are the 2 months photo.
Use internet explorer, not firefox.
Colours of Loyang. [There are more]

Pearl, Betty and Blacky.

This was on Father's Day.

Natasha, my June holiday partner.

Physics tutorial.

Nad's Birthday celebration.

2009-07-02T19:05:00.004+08:00

My week of updating became month.
But who reads my blog.
If there were, they are pitying me right now.

I had the height and weight test.
Among my friends, I'm the skin-and-bone yet the beanstalk.
I'm still the tallest, Naz. :-D
She's 1cm shorter and 1kg fatter than me.
You'll never have it all over me.

It sucks when your name starts with the first few letters.
In all likelihood, I'll be called first for oral.
MT O'level it is.
I'm not going to go down swinging and fall flat.
I'll be breaking out in a sweat.I hope the invigilators have a nice smile and not
the stern looking face where they'll mark a grade
down for every small little wrongdoings. Curse them.
Beyond shadow of doubt, I'm sitting for written again.

I went to buy school shoes at Tamp1 with my mom.
And I chose this shoe that swept off one's feet.
Dismally, there wasn't any size.
The size available was as big as bigfoot.

Johor bubble tea was pretty penny.
Due to the additional cost of 60c for the pearl.
Here, they are chargeless. How could they.
I thought it was free of cost.
Who'd know that pearl was actually a topping.
Nevertheless, the JCO donut is mouthwatering.

I had a worriment in pronouncing 'sekolah'.
I know, dim-wit.
I say it as 'sakolah'. Everytime.
But not verbally. Literally while reading the passage.

Did I tell you I had another disputed issue.
Swallowing tablets. Well, my friends knew.
I always bite it into smaller pieces in my mouth.
It's bitter but that's the only solution right.
I tried swallowing it.
And it clinged like ivy halfway through my gullet.
This results into choking. And also trauma.

That's my dilemma.
And I'm going to have difficulty sleeping.
'Cause I'm lacking courage for oral!

2009-06-07T21:41:00.006+08:00

Bidadari Loyang=.-" HAHA. Manik-manik peluh mula bercambah di dahi kami.
More pictures in coming week!

First, my results for mid-year was atrocious.
It was my first(again) E8. That's the first(again) failure.
Applaud should be given to her for the wreck.
I wonder why they gave her a second chance.
You guys are being too nice.
I would just sack her if I was the principal.
And give her a piece of my mind, why not the whole.
But I too have a pride to guard against.

Second, I wrote out of point for MTL Olevel Karangan.
To the nth degree. I was drawn away.
I couldn't even understand the question.
I had to translate it into english to comprehend.
There were too many invigilators; 12 I guess.
See, I can even keep tab the number of heads!
This shows how much divertissement in the hall.
Moreover, the female invigilators walking around.
With their clangorous heels as if they were walking on one.
Lets just say that I'll be taking it again.

Third, I can't download the application for my ipodtouch.
I have to plunk down for the newer version.
It's a waste of money. I even jailbreak my ipodtouch.
I would consider purchasing if I have exaction.
That's an alternative way.
Furthermore, I've been press into service for 2 years.
I didn't make full use of it. Neither do I know the functions.

Forth, COL wasn't that out-of-this-world or A-number-1.
The hall was ovenlike. I sweat through my wig.
I didn't get the storyline either.
And to top it all, there was no moveable feast.
2006 was the most hundred-proof. At least, I guess.

Fifth, students are taking an exception to tutorials.
I don't. It keeps me busy as a beaver.
To a certain degree I study every week.
Rather than drowse more than 10 hours.

Sixth, I don't know how to complete my SPA skill3.
That woman didn't give the facts.
And she barged in giving us learning by doing.
She is out of all reason and mentally strange.

Seventh, I've been eating a lot of oily and fattening food.
Instead of gaining weight, I had pimples.
I ate KFC twice last week. Nad's whalelike, but not me.
It's a joke, Nad.
I shall ingest fattening or appetite pill.

Eighth, a Chinese funeral just concluded.
And there were a group of guys playing soccer at the funeral place.
What's worst, the tables, chairs, lights are still there.
Fortuitously, the body has been carried away.
Or who knows,
they will have a farewell party for the corpse.

2009-05-26T17:42:00.008+08:00

These are the 3 months photos.
Birthday Celebration[Nazihah]

March Camp.

SYF.

2009-04-12T20:01:00.004+08:00

Let's start with a good note shall we.
Oh wait, there isn't any.
Last week was a rip-roaring one.
SYF Central Judging was on 2nd April.
It was noteworthy, significant and surpassing.
Except for the fact that I was on an empty stomach and I could eat a horse.
They should prepare a blue plate.
Amazingly, it wasn't nerve-wrecking as I rationalized.
It was definitely less frightening than Assembly.

Sports Day was on 3rd April.
Typical, asleep on the job, I didn't run.
I did shout for my house which make that, one of the contributions.
Something unfortunate happened to Fareeha.
And it was comical, knee-slapping and for grins.
Her bandage was a monster and it could fit like a turban.
I die laughing so hard and I'm truly sorry.
Had dinner at Popeyes and I didn't fall off the chair.
I was disheartened and aggitated by some humans.

4th April, I went to Malaysia to attend some family thing.
That people won't bother to know.
I saw Malaysian's version of mixed tees.
Let me share. 'Ni awekku, bukan awekmu' or 'Tolong diam, jangan bising2'
Such typical kampung. Hah=.- Kidding.
I shouldn't be telling you all this.

8th April, had a Band Buffet to celebrate the Silver.
I expected more in terms of variety. Gormandizing.
I criticised but I took 7 eclairs home.
Nonetheless, it was appetizing and we should be grateful.
To have free food. FOC. Perrrr-cuma.
Did I mention I'm going to step down in couple of days?
It's the best feeling I've ever had. The best.
Let's make it fruitful. -.- Tears of joy trickle down my cheek.
Didn't mean to be mean and heartless.
There are blest, disappointing and fuming times.
But after counting, let me see...
There are more negative compared to positive.
The fact that can't be denied.

Ok, bye.
[What a great way to end]

2009-03-05T16:02:00.004+08:00

Results for common test is outrageous.
Of all subjects, I failed Pure Chemistry paper.
A subject that I have a flair in. In any manner, I lost interest in it.
Fortuitously, I passed the overall of all subject.
On the other hand, don't boast around with top-notch marks.
Or I'll shove a middle finger right through your ass.

I won't be able to attend the PTM[Parent Teacher...]
Neither does my parent. We have to attend a wedding at Batu Pahat.
Again. It's a great distance. It's vexatious.
I swear I'm just going to make a pig of oneself and not afflict with any human.

4e1 had the airconditioner back.
It's cat-and-dog weather moreover, freezing like north pole.
When it's ovenlike, the damn Samsung was banned.

I'm done ranting my anger here.
Ok, I should be doing my thickset P.Physics worksheets promptly.
I would gain a fortune if I sell it to the rag-and-bone man.
I have this ulcer in my mouth. Adding on to my burden, it's a twin.
Somehow attached to each other. It's icky!
I can't upload recent pictures since I don't have a Samsung phone cable.
Maybe I should value one unless a soul is willing to lend me.
I want to chow down cheese fries.
You want some? Get the bugger out of your nose first.

2009-02-15T10:58:00.038+08:00

December holiday. Spore-Melacca-KL.

My "delectable" breakfast.

I don't know the name of this mosque.

AFamosa Beverly Hills condominium.

Elephant & Monkey

Mum.

Lembu, Kambing, Babi, Kuda, Anjing, Ayam.

Satay.

Gearbox.

ABC-DEF

Aunt house: Shah Alam.

Jimmy the cat.

Qistina Sofia

Is it real?

Go-kart.

Danial.

080209/ Wedding at Changi.

Silat.

Cake.

Cupcakes.

Seri Mahligai.

Contented, delighted and estatic people.

The view from second floor.

2nd half of the day.

Alya Shakirah

Photoshoot.

Grassboarding.

Nature?

Roszy.

Amirah.

Fahimah & Roszy.

Bdk-bdk secondary school.

Hidayah.

Artini.

Afiqah.

cousins.

Kepenatan.

2009-01-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

The reason I update is because I'm 16.
Hah, so lame.-.-
Apart from that, I want to thank my friends for the treat at Secret Recipe.
I didn't expect it. The bill was 'W0W'.
I should have cip in. I did had an awesome time though.
Thank You Guys ;D

Since I'm here, I tell you about my leading-edge mode.
School started. Duh.
Upon witnessing the Olevel results, I felt intimidated.
Besides that, there's at least 2/3 tutorials every week.
To top it all, band practices too.
I barely had time to breathe.
Homeworks piling up like dust bunnies.
There is still project to be full-fledged.
Nevertheless, I don't see a need in doing it.

Ok, that's it.
No pictures.
In point of fact, there is a gazillion to view.
How about I post it next month?
Rest in peace.

2009-01-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

Who wants to hear my 1 month of living?
Oh wait, none!
Ok, rest in peace.

Gonna delete this damn blog soon.

2008-12-10T23:59:00.009+08:00

Hello.
Holidays is coming to an end.
And I definitely can't wait to sit for Olevel. -.=
I bought a camera, like finally I owned one.
I didn't buy the one that I want in fact, I get a better one.
All thanks to a hundred dollar off since they sold my reservation.
I still have a lot to learn from the manual guide.

I had this 'tembel' eye last weekend.
It was... heavy. I kind of get used to it.
My aunt wanted to pop and somehow dig it for me.
But I want it to heal naturally and I'm scared I'll go blind.

Hari Raya Haji was great(?).
It was like any other ordinary Hari Raya Aidilfiti/Aidiladha.
Well, I occupied myself with gameboy, psp, camera.
And listening to makciks talking and lelong their clothes.

I accompanied my friends to buy books.
I didn't buy because I had to wait for my father's voucher.
Now, I got it but I need a companion.
I had a haircut. I cut it short like one dweeb.
No jk. I had it trim and I'm happy with it.
My friends came for a movie marathon.
At last, met Nazihah the India-na Jones lady.
Nad and Fifah didn't make it for some unforseen circumstances.
Well, we'll planned another one soon.

I'm supposed to follow my aunt to Arab Street(?) to find kain.
I gave a stupid reason and gave it a missed.
And I'm also supposed to have a day out with flautists.
I gave a missed too.
I'm going Mustafa Centre today to smell the spices and armpits.
No, actually buying sari to wear for next year's Deepavali. 0.o

Oh yes, my cat is pregnant. I'm gonna be a mother of cats!
I want to gain 5kg.
OK, pictures. Bye.
Meet Mum.

Meet Oscar.

Meet Pearl.

Hari Raya Haji.
Which one is my mum?!

Hazeq, Zikry & Mum.

9Dec.
Aqilah.

Aqilah, Fareeha, Nazihah.

2008-11-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

I'm aiming for this. $799. 13.5 megapixel.

2008-11-20T18:14:00.003+08:00

I'm not active in internet nor online.
That explains the irregular post and dying friendster.
Computer has been reformatted. I've to download all the software again.
Holidays is like any other ordinary school week.
Band practices once, twice or thrice every week is a nightmare. But it did occupied my boredom.
Anyway, I'm just looking forward to get out of this country on 17th.
Update again, perhaps next month.

2008-11-04T15:31:00.007+08:00

Pictures.

Meet Ugly Betty.

Ishmael Hazeq.

Meet Pearl.

Hari raya.

3rd day: Kampung.

3E1 Hari raya.

2E1 Hari raya.

History students.

Family chalet.

Science Loreal Award Competition.

Farah.

A day.

2008-10-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

I'm back.

Exams are finally over and done with. I am definitely not going to bother about concepts, formulas, chapters. I did my best for the exams except for pure chemistry paper 1. I had the least concentration in the exam room since it is the last paper and knowing that, that day was the hari raya class visiting.

Hari raya has been great. Money has been flowing in my pockets everyday. Due to exams, I've been home early studying for the next paper. But look at the bright side, now, I can go out. I've been paying visit to the elderly and friends from the first day till today. I can't detail every single visit because it was weeks ago.

Following by that, 3e1 had their class visiting last Thursday. It was great. We met at Pasir Ris and off we went to Macpherson, Bedok, Tampines and Pasir Ris. We ate at almost every house; mee at Nazihah, Rizal, mine, Zara's/ pizza at Syamsul/ asam pedas at Natasha's/ garlic bread at Fadhli's. Bloated stomach. My house was peaceful and calm till the two-eyed hairless monster entered the house. Abang purposely brought his friends for hari raya too when I told him to come after dawn. You see what I mean, so aggitated.

With their brain small like a peanut, they fought over a fan. Haven't you heard of the word mengalah. His two-legged hairy girlfriend came too. She kept staring at me but I don't have the will to look at her face. Come on, what can a sec2 with no IC permit give to you. Her childish-ness perhaps? Thick face. His moronic friend sat on my phone. He acted dumb by saying that it wasn't there but I knew it was there. Stealer. I called up my phone and he can't possibly hide the fact that his butt is actually vibrating. Idiot.

Last house was Fareed's. Only 9 people were left while others had to go. I accompanied Nazihah and Rizal for their bus and I reached home at 11.10pm. The next day, met up with the others to Hayati's house. We ate and had a movie marathon. I reached home at 7:45pm and went out again for hari raya visiting. Saturday and Sunday was visting too and went to Buangkok and Sengkang. Abang punched my palm resulting a blue-black and I scratched him with my long nails causing his arm to bleed. hah, take that.

Checking of papers was done in school. Well, results was ok. I'm just happy for the fact that I got 10th in chemistry paper and 3rd in history paper. That is considered an achievement. But there are others who definitely did better than me and deserves a credit for their marvellous work since they studied well.

Pictures of hari raya isn't with me. Upload it soon.
Well, you may look at http://faggot-maggot.blogspot.com.
Ok, move your little veins to tag, don't just read, bookworm! (I'm suffocated by boredom)

2008-10-06T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hari Raya Aidilfitri was 6 days ago. First day, I did'nt sleep well because the hamster woke me up every 5 minutes with their arguement or probably I was excited for Hari Raya.. I wore black kebaya songket. Family theme this year is Greyy. We went to 2 houses. I stuffed my mouth with lontong, ketupat, ayam masak merah, kuah lodeh, sambal udang. I gain 0.5 kg. I lost 2 kg because of fasting. Second day was school. Puasa sebulan, holiday satu hari. Otak government diligent. Studied like a fool when it is the second day of Raya. Third day, history and physics paper.

I got a call from mum saying that one of my relatives at johor bahru, Batu Pahat is sick. I was given an option to stay or follow them. Abang persuaded me to stay with him but he will call his friend who is age 17 but has a brain of a toddler over to overnight at my house or he will not be back till the next morning. I'm going to switch on every light in the house even the toilet. Call me a coward, I don't care. We slept at kampung. Again, mosquitoe bites and chasing of chickens. We reached home at 6 on Saturday. Sunday, I went to Hari Raya. Collect money. I'm saving up to buy a camera.

Monday, additional maths and pure physics paper. Amaths is difficult as usual. I can predict a C6 for the paper. I went home. Abang make me mad. I don't know what the hell he want. He sucks. Having a brother, really suck. He told me not to be rude. Who is the rude one, rudeboy. This is because I raised my voice a little higher to my mum. He is the one shouting at my mum everyday because she wants to know what happened to him. Bak kata pepatah, kuman diseberang lautan tampak, gajah di pelupuk mata tidak nampak. Kejahatan orang lain walaupun sekecil kuman dapat dilihat, tetapi kejahatan sendiri walaupun besar tidak sedar. Bodoh. You forgiving in the morning is so meaningless. Get married and get old and get to your grave!

Did I mention I went to get hena at Geylang with Aqilah and Fareeha. We wanted to do at the bridal shop in the bazaar but somehow, the lady is trying to cheat us. Well, too bad. Not to be rascist, but the indians there are so liars. Achi mabuk. Wanted to cheat on the eve of Hari Raya but we are not dumb like your shop. Curse! Well, maybe you should try and cheat people at little india during your festive, Deepavali! We then headed to this-place- I-don't-know-where to let the hena dry. We went home and had the last break fast for the year. And Hari Raya came in a blink of an eye. We must treasure this since we don't know whether we are going to make it to the next Ramadhan. Hopefully, everyone does. Handphone was ringing every 1 minute. Messages from people all
around the world including Dubai, china, bangladesh. Believe it or not.

I shall study for chemistry paper tomorrow. Pictures from 18th century will be uploaded soon. Dear computer break down. Luckily, I have this iPod touch. Anyway,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILDITRI KU UCAPKAN KEPADA SEMUA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAT DI MERATA DUNIA.(cheydebaaah) MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. :D

2008-09-28T14:04:00.002+08:00

This webpage is so dead. I want to update about current events. However, it is not important. I bet most of you wouldn't care about what's going on in my life. It is exactly a month of not updating.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri is in 3 days. 2 times Sahur. 5 hours to buka. I'm very happy for Hari Raya and as well as disappointed since Ramadhan is going to end. You will never know whether you will be able to meet the next Ramadhan, right. Ok, lets talk about Geylang Serai. It was so crowded. I almost smelled a woman's butt. I accompanied my mum to TKC to buy cloth(?). I don't know, I just followed. Some guy tried to trip my leg, unfortunately I kicked his leg. padan muka. Moron. I didn't have the energy to turned and give him a look because I had bad cramps.

Anyone up for hena? It's allowed in school, right?

2008-08-23T23:11:00.009+08:00

Results for common test was somehow atrocious. Amaths was a just pass; disappointment. Emaths was an A. I can kiss goodbye to A for pure Physics and pure Chemistry. I'm depressed. How I wish the common test have a retest which is ever so impossible. Partly my fault for revising last minute because I was too busy with activities and studying infront of a tele. Oh, come on everyone does that!

I'm getting migrains because of school. Did I mention that I went to Ngee Ann Poly for a workshop. It sucks because I'm lonely. Luckily, Furqaan Asraf Hayati were there. And I found out some minor/major things from Aqilah and Fareeha. Omg, I'm not abit hurt. But I'm crossed though. Fareeha's birthday was on Monday. Happy Belated Birthday!

I bought a new spectacles. Finally, my specs are aging. Nadhirah brought back my money and ezlink. I was so worried that I can produce a drop of tear. I've lost my ezlink the third time already. That's bad. Irresponsible. More to forgetful.

Class tee was given out. $30 dissappear into the thin air. Half of them blamed the mastermind; Shawn and the others blamed the 3 idiots who didn't pay. Solution; we had to pay an extra 70cents. My personal opinion is totally unfair but what the hell are we going to do. No money no tee. 70cents is not sucha big deal. It is the person. I'm not satisfied but whatever la. It's done. How I wish that this case can be brought up to a some kind of school court.

For the past few days, I went home late at night. I was too busy doing project with Aqilah. Friday, went to a band barbeque at Pasir Ris Park. It was disorganised when we arrived. The water wasn't filled, the food was not cook, the fire was small. Everybody was starving. So, we had to take over by barbequeing and filling up their gullet. Then, they played truth or dare. I didn't play because they will ask to do stupid dare, eg.hugging/kissing. Yucks.

Fadhli invited us to play heart attack version of poker. A good idea produced by Asri's brain. We played a few times because Asri lose and he wasn't satisfied. dah kalah tu sudah la. I won but I don't know what I'm doing. I just shout. Zhuo Qian and Shafiq joined soon after. The fun part was when Zhuo Qian was teased in Malay. Somehow, Asri is a rascist. Prediction.

There was this few lanterns floating in the air. It was a wishing lantern where you write all your wishes and let it fly. Does it really works? It depends on their own religious belives. Ideological differences. History may repeat itself. To fly the lantern, it cost 5 bucks. Fly money fly. Asri and his none proper functioning brain made his own lantern to fly using a fire starter, end up getting burn because of a plastic bag.

Oh yes, Ghazali was called Asmah Laili because he was cooking the whole night. Rajin. Not bad. It pains my eye to see the monkeys do their own stuffs. It really disturbs people. Eh hello, for once, use your dust covered grey brain. Danial, Amali and Azli was busy playing their guitars. Singing like mad dogs. Worse, they brought drums along. Barbeque ke jamming sia ni. I went back at around 11:30pm.

Saturday which is today;Enviro-life Science Symposium, I met Aqilah to have breakfast. We reached Dunman sec quite late. Set-up our booth and went up to the hall for the prize presentation. We didn't win unfortunately/sadly but it is the experience gained throughout. We then had lunch. The food was great; eclair and fruit tart. Sat at our booth. People were asking a lot of questions. Basically, the same ones like why is the oxygen level too high and which tablets would you recommend. Interview.

We made a painting egg. It's been a while I've touch a paint brush. By 1pm, we packed up and went our seperate ways. I went back with Aqilah Hayati and Amirul. We bumped into Hairul and Syamsul. We went to walked around WS and headed home. We want to to go to the barbeque since it is 3 days but it is raining.

OK, Im done!

Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Syamsul;Renee

Barbeque;

Aqilah;Fareeha

Fareeha.

Aqilah.

Aqilah;Dorothy.

Flying Lantern.

Aqilah;Fareeha;Farah;Dorothy;Ghazali;Fadhli.

Enviro-Life Science Symposium.
Amirah;Aqilah;Hayati

Aqilah;Hayati

Amirah.

err. yeah.

Aqilah;Amirah

Loyang Secondary School Team 4.

2008-08-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

Kinda of late to wish Singapore a happy 43rd birthday. Wah, semangat nationalism. Finally, after all these years, Commendation Day and NDP is over and done with. This will be the last time performing. I so don't treasure this. Jokes. Friday, I had to come early to school. I was hoping and praying that my shoe heels won't come off. I was pissed of early in the morning because I have to rush and get things ready and it is as if I'm in charge.

Be a nerd for while, I pinned up my fringe. NDP went smoothly, so does Commendation Day. A burger was given for freeee breakfast. The burger was so stiff and hard. Fresh from refridgerator. Lempar kat anjing, mati. No wonder the school can afford to give every heads. My butt became hard like the burger after the show was over. All you could do is move your butt a little to the right and then left and then straight.

Slacked at central with my usuals plus Mamat for a few hours. We decided to go to his house to play with his 6 huge, enormous cats. Adorable but not friendly unlike my cats. ^^ Oh yes, did i mention that my hamster gave birth to 5 little foetus.

Saturday, I went to a family barbeque at Pasir Ris Park. It was raining and I have to hide in a tent with my cousins. Worst, the tent has millions of holes. After it cooled down, my cousins and I helped in the barbequeing. Sunday, I went to make a new specs at Tampines. Monday, I rot at home like a log and studied for common test.

8 Aug.

Barbequeee.

2008-08-05T19:55:00.017+08:00

Ok, I don't know where to start from. I've got a lot of story to share. I keep it short but my short will be long. 27 July, I went to my ustazah's wedding. She married an ustaz from Madrasah Aljunied. Waah, the food was delicious/ marvellous. Two thumbs up! Selamat Pengantin Baru. Moga-moga murah rezeki.

English writing course has started. Well, truthfully, it is a waste of time and most importantly, waste my edusave money. I don't think it brings any benefits/advantages. Let's see what happens. I entered a Chemistry competition. I'm supposed to capture photographs that have to do with nanotechnology and biotechnology. A 100 words caption/intro of the picture. And I really need a camera. The prize is a camera. -.- Wonderful. 31 July, I went to my aunt house at Bedok. I went to visit my cousins from KL. And there were babies. Adorablee.

Friday was the worst. After school, rushed to Aqilah's and my house. Langkah seribu. Sweat like a pig. We did final touch up on our board and off to Dunman Sec. I was anxious. There was a booth set up for us. There were so many "clever"(?) school. I bought a scotchtape and a string to hang up or board. And this aunty cheated me money. Wahh, you think I sec 1 or what sia. I debated with her and she give in. She is in a wrong. Bloody school bookshop.

When we were presenting our project to the judges, one of them purposely slept. And even worse, he was nodding away. Bodoh nye botak. It is a good thing I didn't see mucus or I will shave his head till there is no skin. He didn't even listen nor look at our powerpoint slides and board. That really pissed me off. Bad manners. Rude.

Weekends, I went balik kampung at Johor, Batu Pahat. I had to attend a wedding. Abg Din was getting married. Abg Yat showed me around the kampung. Typical people, jakon. Chickens were everywhere. I managed to catch one. Jangan main-main. There were rambutan, durian, lemon grass, jackfruit tree right behind the kampung. There were also slaughtering the cow. Hari Raya Haji.

I didn't sleep there. I slept at Garden Hotel. I'm sure I'm not going to be able to sleep because the expressway is infront of the kampung. The next day, I went to the wedding. My cousins and I wanted to become the kendarat but the old senior citizen was so kiasu. Whatever. I went back to Singapore on Sunday at 7pm. I didn't attend school. I was too lethargic to even move my leg muscles.

Today, as per normal study, eat, breathe, fart, drink, talk. Commendation day was ok. NDP was another performance.

Pictures.
Shafiq.

Qistina Sofia.

Sarah.

1Aug; Enviro-life Science Competition.

2Aug; Yellow rambutan.

Red rambutan.

Pineapple.

Jackfruit.

Slaughtering the cow.

The cow's head.

Toilet.

Wishing well.

Pelamin.

Bunga telur.

Pengantin.

Silat pengantin.

bye.

2008-07-25T20:52:00.016+08:00

Hectic week. Apart from school, there is still band practice, Commendation Day rehearsal and NDP rehearsal. Physics test, emaths test, history test. I'm positive that I only scored 1 digit number for Pure Physics. Pathetic right. I made a million mistake for emaths test. Careless right. I definitely didn't finish my history test on time. I spent too much time thinking. Slow right.

My science group which consists of Aqilah, Hayati and Amirah was chosen to present our projects at Dunman Sec. We had to make a presentation using powerpoint slides by Friday which I think it is impossible. With our different schedules, it is very hard to sit down on a table and discuss. Try.

OK, Tuesday was lyss Racial Harmony Day. We were given the opportunity to wear traditional clothes. I wore a white kebaya. I sweat like a pig. The weather was warm. Upper sec was supportive. Lower sec was so dull. Anyway, we didn't win the best class but I think the important key is learning other races.

Thursday, after school, I went to catch a sneek peek on the frisbee tournament. I went to Singapore General Hospital with my momma right after school. I visited my grandfather. He was located at a new blok with air-conditioner. Freezing. I guess they want their patients to suffer/die faster. Amin and Hafiz were there too. They came with ITE uniforms so, I don't feel so awkward wearing Loyang uniform there.

Hafiz bought a Holga camera. Waahhh. Amin has a new Dell laptop. Waahhh. Jakon. I always wanted a camera and laptop of my own. But I guess I can dream in my beauty sleep till I get a proper job. To conclude, going to hospital is very fun and you will never get hungry. There is patient food that obviously, my grandfather won't finish and many food shop. Bloated stomach.

Ok, today's rehearsal ended at 7:15pm. Eh, wonderful you. f commendation day that took my time. It's already 6pm and they plan to do a 2nd round. And this year's story line is absolutely boring. And the finale dance was so not energetic like last year. Whine up yourself.

Ok, I'm officially done blabbering.

2008-07-25T20:52:00.014+08:00

Pictures.
Commendation Day.

Revathi, yellow cape

Nazihah,

Minum ini dan kulit anda akan berkudis selama-lamanya.

Hannah Montana's goggles

SGH.

Girls.

3e1!

Amirah'Nazihah'Nadhirah

Nadhirah'

Hayati, the not needed person.

Hairul'Aqilah'Fareeha,

Amirul,

Fareeha,

Hairul,

Fareed'Zara,

Hafifah,

Zara,

Hayati.

Aravindhan'Nadhirah,

Zara'Amirah'Hayati,

Dorothy,

Baby Ashraf,

2008-07-18T13:16:00.003+08:00

I've got a new pet! Other than cats and fish, now I own hamsters! 2 babies and 2 adult. In total, I have 2 cats, 2 fish and 4 hamsters. My house is a mini zoo. Thanks to Hairul for the hamsters.

About school, class has been transferred to the first floor due to Rizal. He fractured his ankle during p.e lesson. He is in crutches. We were being so jakon playing with the crutches. Advantage of having the class at the 1st level is that we are not going to climb stairs early in the morning anymore. Disadvantage is there were a lot of flies and mosquitoes. And moreover, we are the only living class there.

I did'nt attend school today. I'm having sore throat and running nose since wednesday. I'm not planning to consult a doctor. A letter will do. I'm going to miss a lot of stuffs and lesson that happened in school. Catch up!

Oh yes, next week is racial harmony day. Suprisingly, school allow us wear traditional clothes. Stupid thing is we have to wear school shoes. Kental. Anyway, 3e1 planned to wear it. Wow, united. I love a class who is actually cooperative.

Ok,

2008-07-12T23:05:00.006+08:00

I'm dog-tired. I still make the effort to blog because I can't go one day without internet. Performance/competition at Victoria Concert Hall was energetic. Our hard work finally/actually/miracally paid off. Silver. Not bad, not bad^^. We can proved that Lysb have the potential to be a profesional musician. Chey. Wah, amazing.

I was nervous on stage. It is typical, right. Butterflies in the stomach. And in a blink of an eye, our performance was over. We had our lunch and some time to camwhore together with the band mates. Oh yeah, Junxiang came. It's been ages since I've seen him. He was using this weakest flute, Armstrong.

Did I mention that we had to bun up our hair and clip up all our fringe? Yeah. I looked dorky and geeky and kuku and like toot or worst, a nyonya at Geylang. Persevered with no hair for about half a day. We took this old bus with weak air-conditioner which smell of strawberry. Two thumbs up!

After the whole performance, we had our short dinner and long conversation at Seashell park. We eat and talk till 9:30pm. Khai, Yassir and Ruban were sharing their experience at National Service. It was so scary that you can wet your pants. Ruban was being an irritant. He kept saying those malay ghost name. You know you are not suppose to say it, right.

And Khai, I have a father's name which is Zainudin. I don't have a sir name which what you called Tan. And Rambutan sounds so wrong. So does setan, jambatan and jawatan.

I had fun listening to their stories. At least, we got to know something from their experience. Fareeha and I were scared to go home. Yassir walked with us halfway home. Thanks man, you rock. Whatever. Anyway, overall today was awesome. Results doesn't really matters. It is the experience that we gained throughout the National Band Competition.-Khai. Purrfect.

Fareeha

Aqilah Fareeha

Flute Section 08'

Bun and Fringe

Natasha Fiona

Girls

Flute Section 08 & Junxiang.

LYSB

2008-07-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

My body aches. Oh gosh. A round of applause for the pumpings. I realised that with Ruban's and Ghazali's presence, there were a lot of punishment going on. Partly our fault la eh. But what is the consequences? Body aching when there is a competition one day before it. Baek punya.

School was fine. School work, tests, homework, projects. Stress. White hair. Migrain. Eyebags. Sleepy. I run out of words. Oh, why not check the dictionary. Ms Kursiah's talk about loh mahfudz was totally beneficial. Interested. Ceramah. Syarahan.

Oh yes, Rancour won. I thought it was Fatskunks. But whatever it is, satisfied. Trabo didn't win the title. I never like the band and never will I give support. The band is so 80an gerek. Zaman batu. Balik nyanyi lagu nasyid sua. Haa. Rude.

To end: Happy belated 15th Birthday, Nadhirah Yassin. May you succeed in life.(baru dapat ic?)

2008-07-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

It's the third week. And I survived. Ok well, Saturday I went to my cousins' school carnival. It was fun, I guess. There were games like go-kart and others. I love the eating and filling up my empty stomach part only. The food was awesome especially the chicken chop. Ok, whatever.

On sunday, I went for madrasah. It was the laughing moment. I realised that usually, I am the only girl who would be laughing when the guys make jokes. The other girls would either be talking or gossiping. Typical. Ustazah invited my class to her wedding on 27 July. Cheyy. I'm looking forward to the food. Ha.

School was fine. Lesson was moderately ok. My eyes need a toothpick to hold it up till my eyebrow. P.E was an enery boost. Netball. I shout and I laughed at wobbly asses. I bought a new school shoe. A big thank you to Fareeha and Aqilah for accompanying me. Really appreciate it. Ok, best. Pokerrr(Im bored)

2008-07-04T19:43:00.004+08:00

Update. School is a bore. You can definitely compare my mood with a roller coaster at Gold Coast. That is so out of point. I have yet to complete my holiday assignment. And this is the 2nd week of school already. Reason is my computer blocks pop-up and I'm being a dork who doesn't know how to reset.

I got short term memory lost. I forget about things easily. I didn't bring specific books and file to school. For that, teachers were disappointed. 1st time only what. Hairul said I ate too much corn. It really doesn't make sense. Yeah, lately I ate sweetcorn.

Fikiran berkecamuk/kusut. Beribu persoalan terpapar di wajah. Black circles that is growing in my eye is getting bigger but amazingly, it is not getting thicker. No difference. My mind is always somewhere else. I daydream a lot. I listen to slow music. I stare at someone but I'm thinking of something else. My heart beats faster. I sleep a lot.

I am so...

2008-06-30T17:26:00.002+08:00

Ok. I'm using Nadhirah Yassin's computer. I could update at home but I guess using other people's computer has more thrill. One week of school was fine other than the shocking news I received early in the morning. I'm already fine and trying to accept the fact. I'm not that sad over the death. Well, maybe I am, still.

Tell me, who is dumb and heartless enough right? I feel better today. Finally, I can put a smile on my face. 1 more week, I will be fine. Trust me. Yesterday, I went to kenduri. It was fun waiting for them for more than one hour. Great job eh. Tak guna ah lu mat! They only come for the sake of eating and filing up their cranky stomach.

Update, the pillion rider is still unconcious. Get well soon. We are planning to visit him this week. I will be receiving the ward and hospital from abg Haroun. The bad news is that, till now he still does'nt know that Ahmad's gone. Shocking.

Well, ajal dan maut terletak di tangan Allah. Right. Mampu berdoa kan dia sahaja. Cries. ok, it is almost 6. I better go off before Nadhirah's father chase me out with a broom! Hahaaa.

2008-06-26T17:05:00.003+08:00

I'm sad. Sad. Sad. Sad. But I could not be sad forever, right. It is over. Sudah takdir. I have to redha- accept the fact. My heart is still broken. And I still couldn't believe that everything happen in just one night. Terkejut. There is no use moaning about things that would never ever come back to life. I hope he is fine. God, I miss him.

Well, you may think that this is a love story or whatever bullshits. No, it's not. It is about life and death. But in this case, it is death. I'm not going to tell the whole story of what happened. It is a traggic death. Shocking. It is my cousin, Ahmad. He is 23. If you want to know more, read Wednesday New Paper. It will tell you what happened.

Ahmad is a very nice guy. Baik hati. Pemurah. And ultimately, friendly. He may be aggresive and hot-tempered. But look at the positive side. Basically, he died due to a motorcycle accident. He rode without a license. He sped and beat the red light while a police car chased him. He was then knocked down by a taxi.

You see how traggic it is?! Do you? Moronic. More than a hundred people came to his funeral. Most of them were Ahmad's friends. Mat motor. All of them came from different groups/cultures. There were Mat Phantom group, Courts group, Pest-control group, boys home group, Jurong group and some other groups.

What can you tell? He is obviously friendly and have many friends. I respect them for attending the funeral. They are indeed a wonderful friend. How can a person get friends more than a hundred that knew him. There were a total of 4 lorries, 4 vans, more than 50 motorcycles; Phantom.

ok, I'm too sad to continue. You don't want to see me crying. It is terrible. I miss you, Ahmad. I will never forget you. You are the best person. I hope you are safe. May Allah bless you.

Enough of this. School was fine. Well, I didn't talk much due to the incident. I'm sorry. You got to give me time to forget this incident and take this easily. It is hard, trust me. I'm hard to let go of things. Oh please, give me the strength. I hope everything is fine.
Pictures later. Sob sob:'(

2008-06-19T13:34:00.006+08:00

School is going to open in three days time. I guess everyone in this island is trying to say that. One month of holiday sounds long but feels short. One month of school feels so long but sounds short. It is always the fun that have to end early. For education, it is otherwise. Though, I feel glad that I can finally go to school because I'm rotting like a log.

Monday, I started fasting to pay back. Unfortunately, I have 9 dreadful days. I'm left with 5 more days. Oh yes, I found out that my Xbox was spoilt. Thanks to my 2 monkey brothers. It is not exactly my Xbox. I borrowed it from Amin. I'm so dead if he found out that his beloved girlfriend died due to electricity.

Tuesday, I went to visit my grandparents at Marine Parade. My grandfather was discharged while my family was on holiday at KL. Bertuah punya cucu. He is fine but he's getting skinnier due to water loss by kimo theraphy. Abg was'nt there because he have to work in the day. We occupied ourselves with 16 games of Dominoes, tumbling tower, Psp, and Gameboy.

Wednesday, my family and I went swimming at Changi Beach. I had fun. But again, abg wasn't there. While I was playing in the water, I accidentally stepped on this stupid fish. It is not an ordinary fish, I tell you. It has sharp pointed skin. One of it when into my foot. My mom had to take it out using a pin. The whole Changi Beach could hear me screaming for bloody help. I was in the middle of a mid-life crisis.

My face is the face of VICTORY!

Thursday, which is today, I planned to break my fast with Fareeha since she is fasting too. I want to eat at Cavana. Set. Go. I will be meeting her at 6.

2008-06-14T17:55:00.003+08:00

"Namuuun, ku rasa resaahhh."
This song is currently played under my blok. Majlis perkahwinan. I have been stuffing cotton wool in my ear. I tell you it is awful. Lucky for me, I have one pair of thick ears. The song is nice, unfortunately the voice is atrocious. My window glass is going to shatter into million of pieces in no time. And it is going to pierce into their throat and come out through their anus!

The kompang guys arrived just now. I swear I saw this guy who look exactly like Shafiq; oboe. With the white spectacles and shortness. I like the beat. Makes grandmama grooves. Haha. Jakon. Yeah, I know. I have not been any majlis perkahwinan this few months. Not the right time to get married? I had some invitations but it is always held at the other side of the island. I can't go around with baju kurung/kebaya for a long distance. Makes me want to tear it and put it on the pelamin for decorations. Silap-silap, jatuh kat atas kepala pengantin.

Oh yeah, I browse My Pictures in the computer and found many old photos. You know, the old nerdy Farah and friends. I laugh at those pictures. But thinking of it, I'm laughing at myself. I even have pictures during primary school. Where those days, my fringe was centre-parted. How embarrassing.

But, primary school was the best moment of my entire life. Laughing with my classmates. Making fools of ourselves. Playing catching and end up falling to the ground. Eating nasi briyani every Friday. Conflict between friends. "tak gang awak ah" HAHA.
My kental "gang": Farah, Diyana, Syafarah, Nashuha, Muhammad, Mira, Saarah, Nadhirah Mofe, Nadhirah Yusof, Insyirah, Hafidah, Suliana, Fatimah, Shamira.
Lets Reminise in the next post.